LIFE●New days

It suppose to be a new day for me...

Finally, I was finish my EXAM...
N go to my posting time...
The posting time for my tis,semester quite long...
3 months n 2 weeks...
My next posting venue was possible to Johor...
Because of the penang contract is expired...
So might be Johor or KL...
But sure I hv my Raya holiday...
But till now I still not yet buy my ticket for go back...
Still hv 2 more weeks...
Now I miss my everything at my hometown alrdy...
Including you...

I recognize that I still miss you thinking of you...
But the feeling...
Juz for a moment...
Like when I was insomnia...
Or listening to the music...
Sometimes, the lyrics were very touching...
It touch deeply of my heart...
N at the moment...
I will start thinking of everything of us...
Think of how we know each other...
Think of the time tat we hv been gone through...
Maybe because of my lonely...
Now's a day...
U r not mine...
We still friend right?
We still hv the time to meet up...
Hopefully tat I can handle my feeling...
My feeling tat facing u...

Now I was face some problem...
I think is my self problems...
I can't join other ppl conversation...
Even alone with tat ppl...
My communication skill been more weaken n weaken...
Maybe at here I can't find someone same type with me...

Sometimes I was very upset very stressful...
I need someone who can talk to me...
N I found tat...
When I was open my wechat or whatsapp or anything...
Thr was no anyone willing listen to me...
The only one tat willing listen to me is gone...
Now wan to find the other ppl like u...
It were not impossible...
But the percentage is very low...
N I know...
Thr were not possible for me to find u again...
U need to accompany the other's...
Not belongs to me...